Starting Fresh

Its been and while and a lot has happened between May and now. I have CLEARED my plate of every guy i was talking to. It was always something and they always EXPECTED something. No good deed could go unrewarded. So now im doing how the men do. Im going to be selfish and only think about my personal game in every situation. No expectations. Just my own personal gains. Now lets see how this works out for me, seeing as though it works for them.

Dating is hard. why does men and women have to be so freaking complicated? at the rate im going i wont get married until i turn 80. I went out with X* last week and had a good time. we talked about this and that but truthfully it isnt going to go anywhere. As a woman you have to from time to time agree with your gut feelings, and i feel that his mind is here but his heart is somewhere else. i wont be #2 to anybody.



Indian* is on the path to being labeled a "Bullshitter." i am a very understanding person, and i understand that he works A LOT but seriously everyone makes time for what they want to. He's the type that likes to say "Hey lets meet here at this time" but when that time comes he's like "um i didnt shave today and i dont want you to see me like this." You know you didnt shave when you asked me to go out in the first place... Ugh so irritating....



StarGazing*...... just want a piece of the pie....

So there is now a #4 Black Seduction! that is one BEAUTIUL black man. just so i can get you to picture him..he's a little over 6ft with skin as dark and smooth like the actor Djimon Hounson. A body that would put The Rock to shame, a body that looks like he has been working in the cotton fields all day just building muscle mass. oohhhh! Anyways where do i see him and i going... absolutely no where. He's the type of guy that you have fun with right now so I'm going to have fun right now.

Single in the City. Where do i even start? Just a little about about.... Im 22, female, work full time and go to school full time, and just decided to move back home after 4 years of living on my own. yes i moved home which is like social road kill to start off but i did and i have been for a couple months now and i will be moving out hopefully by the end of the month.

When i first thought about creating this blog there was absolutely no one on my dating roster. no one! the very next day i had three contenders... 1) Indian* 2) Stargazing* and 3) X*. For some reason i am attracted to the emotionally unavailable men, so im taking it one minute at a time. lets see how that works for me.

So when does the dating begin?????


Signed,
SBF